The Long Goodbye

I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free (so they say)
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be (so they say)
But those words ain't pulling me through
Cos I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill
(climbin' up a hill)

This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye

Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance (just one more chance)
and I know without a doubt
I turned it inside out
And if we walked away
would make more sense (only self defense)
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try
How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere?
(on a wing and prayer)

This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, Let's face it
All that's happening here is the long goodbye

The long goodbye
The long goodbye
This is the long goodbye

Someone please tell me why

Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Guess I'm never coming back again

CK

Who Am I??

Its been awhile since I last updated my post... I know its all bout writing, but I jus don have any pics... =)

Anyway, its really been some time this question has been stucked in my mind. The decisions I am making today and even this very moment I am typing this post out, is it the decision made by ME or someone else in me??

Will I regret the choices I make when I look back few years from now?? I dunno how many have I dissapointed these past few weeks actually. I have always tried to please everyone and always forgetting bout myself. Is it then now time for me to really be myself?? To not care bout anyone and anything else??

I wouldn't say I'm a successful person, because I am not. I am not indispensable; I can be thrown out the window anytime, anyhow, by anyone.

Now as time goes by, I have learn one very important lesson in life. Please yourself before even thinking to please others. Think bout yourself first, and not others. Take care of yourself before even thinkin bout taking care of others...

As far as now, I have a ONLY these priorities on my mind. First of all my loved one (you know who you are), studies and of cos last but not least my club...

This is how things would remain for some time to come I guess....

Sorry to those I have dissapointed along the way by making this choice. Its too important for me to let go and I don't think I would let go...

"A 'NO' uttered from the deepest conviction is better than a 'YES' merely uttered to please, or worse, to avoid trouble"
- Mohandas Ghandi -

CK